Lothar Mork

Ludger Wimberg

Lothar Mork

Berlin wall

 

Not with me...!


betrayed and humiliated
captured and freed
an American tells his story
 


THE BOOK - Not with me...!

about the book


This is a remarkable book. If so desired, one could describe the book in a few sentences. A young man manages to get out of communist East Germany, pursues his career in the United States and Asia, and finally settles in Thailand for his well deserved retirement. Overall, a pretty good life.

Well, why then bother to buy the book and read it? The answer lies in the short summary on the back cover of the book. It does make one curious. While visiting at the house of his friend in Phuket, German journalist Ludger Wimberg discovers a stack of wilted papers, titled: "My Escape". Why is it in English? What means "Escape"? And what are these old pages doing in Thailand?

It’s a young book. The main character is a 15 year old teenager, who, together with two friends, decides to flee from communist East Germany to live in the free West. An undertaking that involves breaking through a series of deadly border fortifications. What on earth is it that drives three teenagers to risk their lives or imprisonment? The book gives the answers to those questions.

It all began in the spring of 1963; the Berlin Wall had been built less than 2 years ago. The East German Communists have hermetically sealed off the entire country to prevent the exodus of its people. The world is in turmoil, the Cold War is raging, mankind had just barely missed total obliteration during the Cuba Crisis.

In the West, the young generation revolts against the establishment, express their views through their Rock music and the ‘Hippie’-look. The East doesn’t have a comparable movement, but the Western culture is very popular there too. Despite harsh repercussions, they imitate Western looks, illegally watch West German TV and listen to West German radio stations. But this is not without danger; any deviations from the Party line are ruthlessly suppressed and punished.

In this kind of Regime, former friends can easily part ways, some becoming border guards, as others became fugitives, hunted by them.
Based on the true story of young Lothar Mork the authors describe the staying and leaving of an entire generation. Soon it becomes crystal clear that staying in East Germany amounts to nothing less than a life sentence, and that trying to leave in most cases results in imprisonment or even losing one’s life.

The book keeps the reader in suspense. It all begins with torture in a water tank. Only a few seconds separate Lothar from certain death. But the guards are too lazy to let him die; dead bodies cause more work than living ones in the ‘Banja’, the most feared prison of communist Bulgaria.

This nightmare is followed by a leap in time, all the way to aboard a jet plane taking off from Logan International in Boston, taking Lothar back to Frankfurt. During this first business trip to the United States, Lothar had come to the conclusion that this was really where he belonged.

The next chapter puts him into a hotel in Seattle, where the CEO of his company during a short ceremony promotes him to Vice President of Operations. Two days later, Lothar finds himself in Singapore, picks up the phone in his hotel room and calls his mother in Germany. She is sitting in her kitchen, having dinner. The same kitchen, where in April of 1963 it all began. Lothar was 15 back then, and had just told his family ‘Good Bye’, pretending to go and see a movie with his friend. Instead, he and his two class mates are embarking on a dangerous escape, marching over 7 miles through a dark forest towards the deadly, East German border. A speedy and fascinating start of the book!

The book inspires and encourages. One doesn’t have to put up with the status quo, if one is not comfortable with it! That’s the basic message. After his first, failed attempt to escape from East Germany, Lothar is expelled from high school and forced to work in construction. After eventually finishing an apprenticeship as an industrial electrician, a friend lures him to East Berlin, where he enrolls at the college of Foreign Trade. But Lothar remains skeptical, alert and calculative.

It’s 1967, West Berlin is in turmoil by the student revolts, while the East is tightening their Security apparatus to prevent people from escaping or engaging in protests against the Regime. Lothar is immune against their propaganda and their lies. He sees right through their true intentions, the real purpose of the deadly border and their need to an ever growing Security Apparatus, penetrating the lives of all ordinary citizens.
His quest for freedom leads him right back on the path of planning his second attempt to escape from this country, this time via communist Bulgaria.

But once again, it wasn’t meant to be; although he and his student friend make it into Yugoslavia at night, they are apprehended and extradited back to Bulgaria. There, they spend a few months in prison under appalling conditions. The longing for freedom keeps him alive; he develops strategies of survival, calculating his chances of making it the next time. But there is no ‘next time’ for years to come. He is being shipped back to a special Stasi Detention Facility in East Berlin, spends a year in solitary confinement and after sentencing he ends up in a State Penitentiary. But the unthinkable happens! Destiny finally opens the door to the West for him.

It’s an honest book. The book is subjective on purpose. It was designed as a ‘Docu-Fiction’, featuring various levels to describe the events, thus enabling the book to pass its message on. It employs text in form of a diary, facts based on research, flashbacks and even fiction to connect events properly. The most interesting and entertaining mode is the one of Lothar’s personal reflections, titled: "Looking back in anger". After over 40 years, the authors have managed to bring Lothar’s deepest feelings and emotions back to life. This gives the book an immense amount of authenticity, emotional and aggressive alike. It also turns the book into a witness of time. These chapters encourage to freely express one’s opinion. No matter what an individual’s view of the past may be, it doesn’t help to remain silent.

After reading this book, many people will be more knowledgeable about East Germany, no matter what their political convictions are.

Actually, it’s not really a book
True. This book should be a movie. The five different levels of expression enable it to come as close to the truth as possible, and yet remain to be personal experiences. The book employs 241 sub chapters, in part very condensed and straight to the point, creating a dramatic effect without hindering the easy reading along. Because of that, this book is predestined to be of special value for young people, and for a generation, who has stopped reading books outside the mandatory curriculum at school. It makes a wonderful gift, forming a basis for the exchange of experiences and opinions at home, in school or at the work place.

East meets West and young meets old; such were the intentions behind this book. It’s a necessity that the "Wall" in people’s minds comes down, just like the Berlin Wall came down. The authors hope that this book makes a significant contribution to that necessity.

 


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